This is – hopefully — my last episode. Learn how I become very stable and yet still find some cycling and denial of depression where raising my dose has increased my stability overtime.

I discuss the connection between ADHD and bipolar disorder as well as issues around doctors who do not listen or respect that you know your body better than them.

I bring up the issue of memory/dementia and psychiatric drugs – antidepressants, anticonvulsants, etc. for depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder.

Just a quick podcast on how I love Lamictal and a warning about benzodiazepines and Ambien.

My podcast discusses what it’s like to live with mixed bipolar disorder and rapid cycling or ultra rapid cycling features. I talk about my experiences but I also delve into current and past research on the topics.

I talk about dangerous side effects and permanent side effects of psychiatric/psychotropic drugs in my and others experiences.

I briefly discuss how I went from depression into hypomania a from depression and to hypomania, what kind of symptoms make I had, and how to recognize them b

How to do more precise dosing and micro dosing with your medication.

Back on meds, check-in & Trauma/Healing Work.

How CBD/CBD oil helped my hypomanic energy/calm me.

I went on then off Thyroid and now my depression is gone. Will it last and what happened??

Just a quick update and tell you about an interview podcast coming ahead!

How I notice when I am cycling down into a depression and what functional, mild or mixed depression looks like.

How having mixed bipolar hypomanic symptoms can be harmful to yourself and others.

Special guest interview with blogger, writer Kelley who suffers from Bipolar I Mixed. She shares her story and what she thinks is so special about people with bipolar disorder.

Useful resources for those with disabilities, including benefits programs and taking advantage of our Government representatives.

When people, including family, try to use your mental illness against you.

What it’s like for me as a woman to have bipolar disorder. Sex hormones, PMS, perimenopause, menopause, hormonal cycling. BPAD & hormones don't mix!

How sleep deprivation can't either set off a cycling, hypo manic episode, or just help to temporarily improve your mood!

My opinion on how to diagnose Mixed Bipolar Disorder. Disclaimer: I'm not a medical profession, only an "expert" at understanding my own symptoms. 😁

People with mental illness shouldn't have to explain themselves or rationalize why they "look fine"!

Sleep or happiness? Which would you choose? — Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid Cycling, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster

How Depression is Easily Missed. Think depression is easy to diagnose? Think again. Many people are depressed and don't even know it! — Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid Cycling, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster

I got turned down for Social Security Disability Insurance (SSDI) – Again. Now what? — Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid Cycling, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster.

What it's like to have Mixed Bipolar Disorder symptoms (Mixed Features) – Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster

STIGMA & LABELS: Living with Mixed bipolar disorder: An Ultra-Ultra Rapid, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster

Know that we're not able to respond to reviews so I had to do this podcast. There were multiple people who gave me low scores complaining about "clicks,” “dry mouth” etc. It's because I have Tourette's guys which I had discussed and at least one of my podcasts and it's listed in my description. Those were not aware, vocal is one of the required sym…

CYCLING DOWN, COMPLEXITIES OF BIPOLAR DEPRESSION - Living with an Ultra-Ultra Rapid, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster.

INTRODUCTION - LIVING WITH MIXED BIPOLAR DISORDER: An Ultra-Ultra Rapid, Mixed Bipolar Rollercoaster