I never got to be a daddy´s girl, but I do have a chance to be me. Growing up the daughter of a scam artist has oddly prepped me in becoming a music one. Now, i´m unpacking my daddy issues to see how they have influenced my choices in art, men, and self-love or rather lack of. Recovering From My Daddy Issues, Figuring Out Me Read The Journey on: www.daddyrecovery.com See It On TikTok: @daddyrecovery follow my music under: DIANDRA https://media.rss.com/daddyrecovery/feed.xml
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admiration is so key to true love, but I have rarely admired anyone in my love life. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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My dad called me sensitive, as a reverse psychology for how desensitized his abuse would make me. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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I like to plan, but I do not beg. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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Some friends are really soulmates. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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As my father´s scapegoat, I always felt I had more siblings, but what if they were treated better than me? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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when you are the one that always calls, eventually, you do not want to. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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It is always weird to hear that someone who harms you can actually be good to someone else, including strangers. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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It is always strange to see people fake, what I am genuinely .... nice. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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If he has no virtues, but loves to be called good then prepare for his vendetta when you call him out. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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It may be superficial, but I really do think my father got away with his schemes because of his height. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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They really do sound the same. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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When it came to my dad, and how consistently he failed either himself or the women enabling him, there was one excuse that always got repeated: ¨he´s lost.¨ Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest sin…
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One day, my daughter will have a lot to read. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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Sometimes, God really removes people that would have hurt you from your path, but what happens when you are hurt removed from someone else´s? #humblepie Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single …
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Aging means waking up, one day, and realizing you are farther from being a kid and closer to having one. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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What could possible make me different from my abuser, if he gave me his wounds? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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When it came Kyle, I liked him. The problem is he swore "the world" not like us. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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I fall for men clearly in love with themselves but I cannot say I'm in love with me. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Nothing says, "I like you," then rearranging his calendar. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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Sometimes, the slowest road is the steadiest.... I said in a panic. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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We were our mother's moms, which means visiting can feel more like a reparenting trip than a vacation. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Damn time flies. One minute, your 10 then your 90. At least, that is how it felt for my grandmother. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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When you are taught everything is work and sacrifice, what fun is love then? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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My parents put their money in their wallet, but their feelings in their daughter. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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RIP GARRISON BROWN Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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Daddy Recovery: Don't Eat Your Pizza Like That
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He was not a man of loud opinions, but he was a man of the loudest chew. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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Even my dating choices have a family history. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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She liked to be chased, but she sure made me run. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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What's the point of being alone, if you never understand why it is more comfortable for you? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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If we are God, there is no need to take a god above ourselves. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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Sometimes, Grandma holds the truth. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.HDaddy Recovery による
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My love stories are torn between fun and fights, which might explain why I'm single. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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When it came to this election, I knew Trump would win because America votes like I date: absolutely wrong and repetitiously. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr…
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How To Avoid A Mr. H: Unaccept The Unacceptable
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Have a boundary or have a parent? Setting boundaries can be hard when you were raised not to have them. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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I had initiated the reunion call, and, sometimes, feel divided. Did I really need closure? Or was it cultural, familial, or societal pressure that makes you believe you’ll regret not talking to your deadbeat dad before he’s actually dead. To be honest, I was curious and still in a cloud of wonder and grief; what if there was a world where he could …
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I sat with Andrew for over an hour trying to figure out how to lightly break-up with a guy he wanted to stay with: just because he like sci-fi and not because he had worms. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check o…
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¨You´re the most like me,¨ he declared, and I thought, ¨Finally, my dad is going to love me.¨ Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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It was my 18th birthday, and frankly I was an amazing kid. I studied hard, listened to theater most of my days, and would say I love you to everyone and everything. I, literally, held a vigil for a dead bird I found near where we lived. To say, I was soft was understatement, but I was also an overachiever… president of her class, lead in theater, a…
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¨My grandma always said, ¨Never trust anyone who separates their friendship groups,¨ sipped Hector. We were drinking coffee, of which I was officially on my third iced one of the day…. Very Zellennial. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platfo…
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¨He´s a house husband,¨ yelped Josie. ¨We should call them dobbies,¨ I said and right there our code was born for the people in our life that were so focused on being with someone their entire life that their personality was based on it. They became little elves cleaning after and protecting their man, and having no identity, or at least a trusting…
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In Japanese, there is a term called Meraki, and it means essence, something Liam was very good at hiding from himself. At the time of meeting him, I very arrogantly presumed I had healed myself because I no longer wanted to feel pain. Yet, healing is not the same as numbing, but I was always taught, by my dad, that silence and how you keep things i…
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My father had multiple women, at once, and never truly practiced loyalty beyond which wife he stole from versus which one he fed. What my father never knew is that I knew, and that was the strange part, the weird ways I ran into so much information about my dad and always chose to love him. I was enwrapped by a false concept of what it is the be th…
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My father approached me like Josie did her Sims: marveling at our vulnerability while building walls around us till we wasted away. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recov…
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A common practice amongst victims is to record their own abuse, but why? Does it free us to heal? Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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"You are going to get so angry, " said Josie with a smile. " F**K Everybody!" Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Did you know you have 30 minutes.... THIRTY MINUTES! I say to myself as I am about to ghost my next person. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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Daddy Recovery Session: I´m Not Following You
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I picked out my keys, and proceeded to walk mid-road in what was, suddenly, the quietest portion of Brooklyn known to man. It’s funny how silence always follows darkness. I looked back and … HE WAS following me. I sped my walk, and so did HE. Soon, we were both doing a very strange skip walk that looked like two people trying to run fast but needed…
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ometimes, I feel like I’m just waiting to have a life or really to feel like it is my own. When you are raised to please everyone, and assume your pleasure, in you, makes you selfish, self-absorbed, and a bad person; life kind of feels like a giant waiting room for the next person to come in for you to please and leave at their pleasure. When I loo…
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He may have been prone to stomach issues, but that did not stop him from commenting on my belly. Support the show check out my TikTok @daddyrecovery YT/IG: @diandrareviewsitall Read my truth at www.daddyrecovery.com Follow me on all music platforms under Diandra and check out my newest single based off Daddy Recovery: Mr.H…
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